I am feeling empty today. I have been feeling this way all week not sure where it is coming from, I was thinking it might be since I had my meeting with Emma at the doctors this Monday, talking about painful feelings and emotions, it can bring up many things that you have stuffed down for many a year, so I am debating to myself is this worth doing? Will it do me any good? Who knows? One thing I do know that any kind of therapy has to hurt before it gets better. It’s not as I have not done this before I have a couple of times and it got me nowhere. I was just left with the feeling of being abandoned again. This Emma knows how I feel with being left up in the air as I call it; so maybe just maybe she will have an answer. All I know is I will tell her about my feelings this last week and go from there.
It’s not a feeling of being lonely because I have been with people twice this week, my women fellowship and my Soul meeting last night and I still feel the emptiness around people. It’s a lack of Joy I have no joy, but I will go with this feeling and see where it comes out. Remembering that verse in:
Mathew 6:34
I will try to remember that for today!Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
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Hi Chrissie .... if it helps any I am feeling the very same way and I absolutely do not understand why.
Tomorrow will be better I hope.
Love,
Sharon
We just have to keep on giving thanks!
Sometimes, Chrissie it is good to keep busy, particularly if we can help others worse off, like in an Op-Shop, or there may be something at your church.
Sometimes we have to heal from the things in our past, but all the same, is the therapist coming at you from a secular viewpoint, or with God's love?
In His name,
with love,
Jan
Thanks Jan and Sharon, I think its just a passing feeling, like mentel surgery sometimes you have to face your fears I guess. Hope you feel beter Sharon tommorow as you say. It is tommorrow for me and I will start the day with a whole new outlook.
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